These Days
These days I’m sad, unbelievably sad.
I can’t get my heart to understand that it’s a happy time. Things are going well. and things are going well. Yet somehow I am inconsolably sad. All I want to do is curl up with a big blanket and cry. For no reason at all. Just, cry. Pretend that I’m not lucky, that I don’t have a reason to smile, just give into the complete and utter funk and depression I’ve found myself in.
I don’t want to be sad. I don’t want to feel this way. How do I fix this?
